Heartpain whatthefuckz -.-

School today was totally sucky. Went to school happily. Then early in the morning i saw something which ruined my mood totally. Then, friends made me laugh (:   I was hyper in class, kept singing randomly. After schl, accompanied lover cause shes sad >:  Then we went for our dance workshop separately. Dance was WOW. I LAUGHED NON-STOP. I kept forgetting the steps. &, me enbei nadhirah falysha had to finish our steps in a straightline. Im always the one out of the line . haha. Dance ended @ 4 & home w Boyfriend (:

I promised boyfriend, give me one months time. &, i will forget the past memories of him. I promise you, i will not hurt myself or do silly stuffs.

I didnt actually believed what i saw >:  It feels terribly pain inside >:  I hate realitys >: 

FUCKYOU.FUCKHIM.FUCKHER.FUCKTHEM! FUCKFUCKFUCK. FUCKING REALITY.

JYJY ben for your upcoming friendly match this friday ^^ 




Dedication for TANLIJUN MY LOVER :  Lover, Cheerup okay! This few days were sucky right? Both of us aren't in a good mood. But i'll also try my best to cheer you up (: No matter what, i'll always support you okehz! Im always here for you too :D  Yep " Boys will never understand girls "  totally! They will never be able to know our feelings, how hurt we are. But you still have me, i will always be your listening ear (: Like what you said, boys are not worth our tears & love. So dont waste your precious tears for them (: We both stay strong & cheerup okay ^^  JIAYOUJIAYOU LOVER ! We can do it!  Ily <3