Hellos people! ^^

Was late for class today . Lesby waited for me :P Thanks!  Had to do test today T.T  Left blank for all the questions except one . Mati liao lor . Parents will be called sia :S  Heckcare la! After class went jurongpoint, makan @ ljs . One lady siting beside me farted damn loud! So disgusting sia ! Whathehell loh -.-

Yay!^^v bought boyfriend's another version of album already !

Fuck la -.-  Eh, suka suka jiu anyhow accuse people isit. Think very nice la hor ! Ccb, fuck off la please -'-

Rotting at home today :X  Audi with Enbei! See that shuai ge above :P Its enbei! We're les :O

Me Enbei Jamie :D

Went t school w Hazrul today! He keep shortcut shortcut one lo. Ite very fast reach already :) 
After school send falysha home :P So sweet of me right!
Nothing to post already . Im so hungry now :S  No dinner ! ): 
Waiting for that piggy to wake up from his nap to pei me chat! ^^

Probably thats the feeling i want :)

Awww, im tired ! But shall still post . Today home econs did practical ^^  Cook fried rice ! Partner-ed with peiyu :)  Fun la ! Thanks hafiq for buying me the greentea ! :P  Chinese lesson , joseph was at there asking me stupid question , LOL ! Daddy phoned me after school, but sadly i couldn't meet him ):

Sungei Buloh after school ! :D  Was unfair cause camp pm came to our school today. Then we had to go Sungeu Buloh ):  But reached there, was actually nice. Saw monitor lizard, crabs, mudskippers, and many other insects! Afterall the trip was quite fun la .

Reached back school at ard 5. Went slacking with falysha! After that went jurongpoint meet couplehearts! ^^  Home at 6 :)

School as usual . Boring!  Maths lesson was trying to concentrate ^^ Was supposed to go dentist at 840 ! But ended up never go . Should be going tml i guess :)

Kor's so fuck up now. Im also damn fucking pissed with that fucking bitchy dog -.-! Kor dont so angry with that dog already la . Not worth it yeah!

(You said im a hongster, are you referring to yourself too? And stop raking up the past la dey . Do you know how it feels when everyone accusing everything at you . Not happy just come tell me face to face lor ! -.- )

Day out with couplehearts!^^  Morning met at 11am, train to jurongpoint. Lunch @ JpFeast . Saw Pecqa, she doing the donations thingy. Donated twentycents:P Saw kimkwang and amirul too. Library next to revise. After that went to find books to borrow. Kimkwang and Amirul came, donated fivecents to amirul. hehz! Jurongpoint to shop! Went popular and saw huining, donated fivecents! Bought my zhuzhu and pinkpanther at minitoons! Spend alot today T.T

Train home at 4plus, went wifey's house first to pack her things for swimming!^^  After that come my house pack stuffs and walked to swimmingcomplex. Swim-ed for about 1hour plus only, but was fun k! When we got down into the pool, saw two african guys ?! Eew, they winked and smiled to us. Disgusting! Swim over to the opposite of the pool, saw a angmoh couple! Disgusting too -.-  Bathe and seveneleven for mashpotato! Yummy:P

Wifey's house to put her bag, then coffeeshop for dinner. Makan finish went swing for awhile. Slacked awhile and home! Awwww, im bored! Someone entertain me ley .

Hellos people !

Nothing special happene today, so shall not elaborate. Falysha was late for school today! Live so near also can late eh! :P 

You didn't want it to go on, so i shall end it ..  Goodbye:)

This year chinese new year didn't went anywhere ?!
Not in the new year mood .
Not feeling well for the past few days . Boring! -.-
Hope can recover soon la .
Tomorrow school , Ohgawd T.T
I dont wanna go school forgoodness.
Later keep run go toilet leii :X  Very uncomfortable loh !

Argh, Read this friend of Amirul call Xinyi's blog . She wrote that im Amirul's stead -.-  What a joke !

Steady! Dont be sad anymore k! Boys couldn't be trusted la . He told you to wait, which is a lame joke . He is just giving you false hopes only . Dont think of him anymore , it isn't worth it yeah . You still have me ^^

Happy Chinese New Year and Happy Valentines Day to all of you ^^

Loving you was the past ~
Why did i fell in love with you at the first place ?
I knew i will be hurt , but i just dont even cared about it .
I really really regretted loving you .
knowing that i love you, you didn't cared at all .
You're not replying my messages at times,
im always waiting for your reply , until i couldn't wait anymore.
I dont wanna go school , i dont wanna see you !
Im not gonna talk to you anymore, unless you talk to me .
Im letting go , im giving up .


Laopo told me the truth ^^ Im seriously not angry at her at all !
I would rather she tell me the truth than making me so suspicious .
Alright, im not blaming anyone la . I just want to know the truth .


Yay!^^ Sanyi Uncle Jianlun Jiankai coming over for steamboat tonight! So impatient! :P

Oh how to say ar .

Firstly, Hafiq went malaysia just now. Will be coming back on monday or tuesday? Will miss him alot la ): No one pei wo message liao lor . Haha^^

Secondly, daddy will be going overseas to work on monday . That means im not gonna see him everyday already ):  Probably twice a week .

New year celebration today ?! Lessons until recess , then was hamper making! ^^  And decorated the class . 11.10, submit the hamper . Then went to hall , thought got what performance. Its the what beatbox thingy . 1240 ended . Walked to jurongpoint with rachel and huixin! Rachel went off to Marsiling to collect her stuff while me and huixin went to do her spec and macdonalds for lunch . Finish lunch send huixin to bus interchange, then went to wait meet rachel . Walk around, eat ice cream! Yummy:D  After that took 241 home with rachel . Deary called me, she say she want go kaien's house but i couldn't accompany her . Alighted one stop earlier, cause saw her walking! walk with her, then separated cause going home .

(Why am i always meeting you anytime anywhere, when i dont wanna see you ?!)

Talk about after school ! After selfstudy went stall 3 collect cake with rachel . Then faster went study corner prepare for suping's birthday surprise . Sandra meet us at study corner. Rachel went to find jade and suping while me and sandra prepare the candles. Guohua came, and ask him hide when suping coming . The candles keep going off, keep lighting it up but in the never use any . Suping came, sang birthday song blabla . When she making wish, guohua stand behind her ! She shock lo :P  Took pictures ^^  Rachel and Amelia went to buy flour . Than we go make suping ! Ended up all of us kena flour . We go make guohua and amirul also . Played and went back school to wash up and suping bathed! Went gekpoh with suping and sandra after that , makan and home!

Tomorrow study halfday only ! ^^ Yippe!

I dont what in the hell happen to you ?!
K, Im trying to let go already . Im giving up!

School as usual !  Literature lesson , Miss Ang say me sandra rachel suping jade kellie nihui have the similar answer for the worksheet . So we admitted that we copied kellie's one . Today nothing much happen la .

After school, sandra went jurongpoint. At first couldn't go with her cause need rush home . So was walking halfway, kimkwang called me say sandra took amirul's house key . Went to find sandra take the keys and went back school library give him back. So kind of me right ^^  Stayed in library cause no need rush home already. Kimkwang and Amirul go ransack my bag . Read everything in my file . Then keep on spam call me! Someone messaged me ' cb dog ' . I thought was kengleong, so called the person. Not kengleong than i thought was another guy . Ask him, he no phone ! Then kimkwang took the phone out from his pocket, walao-.- Kimkwang keep want lend my phone, want see my message or my gallery . THEY BIG BULLY LA ! and, kimkwang gave me 30cents, amirul gave me 40cents. Thanks<3

4plus, Homesweethome:)

Morning meet hawtstuffs ! ^^  First period home econs, did the mascot thingy . But didn't manage to finish it, so brought home. Argh, tml have to hand in ?!  Have to chiong later on . Geography than recess , went down with enbei and kellie . kelvinkor bad la ):  Keep call me kitty veron . Argh!! 

Maths lesson, Amirul accompanied me walk to maths class . Hehz! Slept in class, was so sleepy la . Than was art , today early okay! History lesson, cleared misunderstanding with sandra. Chinese lesson teacher ask me accompany sandra go toilet, we was like keep laughing lor . So silly la we two ! :P

Seftstudy after school , than library for project work. Me and sandra was plugging out the mouse and keypad and move it to another computer. So funny lorrrrrr !


( You've changed .  I trusted you so much and you told her everything . Im so disappointed in you .. )

Morning left house at 7 , walk than met Falysha at her house void deck . Went in school together ^^  I dont know what to post . LOL!  Recess went library with Falysha Nadhirah and Enbei . Borrowed a book :)  Maths lesson, went to class , no one! Than Miss Chua from the other side of the block say something. I walk to her there, forgot is it christine or jessica there. She told miss chua i bully her its like so whathefuck . When did i lor . She and her sister see me jiu beat me -.-  K, project work, Com Lab ! Did chapter 2 .  After school, went staff room then general office. Saw Alvin, he tell me he going heaven . Wonder hows he doing over there in heaven ? LOL :D

AHHHHHHHHH! Omgomgomg ! Im really going crazy over boyfriend! ^^ Webcamed with couplehearts! hehehe :D Cute la she .

Yesterday chat with Steady on the phone From 11pm to 1.30am leyy ! I was sad than she make me happy lor . Shes the one always making me laugh like hell . Slept at around 2am plus, woke up at 7 !  Daddy today accompany me go church ! ^^

Went down the Colombariam , oh whatever place. Chatted with Chiobuteacher:D  Her brother from boonlay lor! hehe^^ Than went up to class, the stupid bangla teacher talk until so kaoper lor . So whatthefuck-.-  Going catheism class is like hell ! Cannot survive for the whole year la T.T  Cannot use phone and cannot talk . When doing group skit thingy, me and steady sat behind. I go take candid photo of her, than we were at there laughing. Teacher go kaopei us ! F la . Class ended late!

Met daddy at bus stop , than daddy went home first . Jurongpoint, burgerking with steady :)   After that went popular buy boyfriend's album . OMG! I finally bought his album. Im gonna save money and buy his another version de album ! Arcade, and met this guy which is steady's friend called Junwei. Than he got my number from steady. He text me ask me can jio me not  -.- So random la ! Called me to ask , met him he also ask .
KelvinKor so sweet lo ! XD  He say he will protect me one :P Hope he meant it ! hahahhaha :X

Walkwalk, saw hunney at Kopitiam! ^^  Sat down and chatted with her . Walk around after that , than separated .

Haha, Audi-ed with audi nuer and twin! ^^ K la, was like clubbing all along . So sian lor! Daddy not in Singapore, Mummy go church. Sister going out soon . Left me alone at home. Why is it always like this ?! Boring life of mine -.-

Ohgawd, im so guilty for like scolded kimkwangkor !

Yesterday i texted him , and he called me to ask if im angry .

And he apologized to me ! Im really shocked okay .

Its not all his fault la , and he dont have to apologize to me lor .

SORRY KOR ! Im at fault too k .

Oh! Its Nurul Fitri's birthday yesterday . And yet i forgotten about it totally when i was posting . Really short term memory ! Nevermind, its never too late to wish her now on blog yeah . Already wish her in school a few times . Alright, dont have a photo of hers !

Let me wish her a HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ^^  Shes fourteen which is older than me :D hahah! 

Supposed to have a surprise birthday for her , But im not going yeah . Cause like Sandra and Suping never go. Nicole also never go . So yep, later lonely .  Sorry to those who are going yeah!

Awwww, really thanks falysha alot alot alot ! Now i know i can turn to her whenever i have feelings to pour out . She told me alot ! Shes the one who can understand my feelings la ^^ Thanks muchy hawtstuffs <3

And of course my bestest jie ' Pauline ^^  Finally i get to talk to her la ! She kept on telling me to cheer up and not to be sad already . What happen, has already happened . I cannot do anything yeah . I will try to help my dad as much as possible . I always felt much better after talking to her .

To daddy ,
I know you wont see this , but i still want to write it out . I seriously dont wanna see you so stress over those financial thingy . Cause its not what you want , you cannot help it . We shall face it together as a family okay! I know, i understand how you feel with all those debts and bills on you . Whenever i see you stress or fustrated about it, it hurts me inside . Me mummy and sister will help you . Please dont stress yourself too much ! See you working seven days a week, twelve hours a day . Its so heartpain to see you like that . I know you want to work hard to earn every single cent of money . But please please dont stress yourself. Okay, what i want to tell you is, I love you no matter what . Lets face it together! Your not alone .

Morning was supposed to meet Kelvin to return him his claymarble . Then realised that i left it in class . Reach school, meet Sandra already go up class take and return him . Pe lesson ran two to three rounds only . So sian lor! While running, saw Kelvin ask him jiayou ^^  Recess never eat . Recess over when walking to staircase, Bingyang and Kwokhui at there say what like xavier ; xavier very handsome ; xavier got stead already. Like wtf can ! its so obvious saying me ley . I dont even talk to him forgoodness sake la . How can i possibly like him ?! K nevermind .

Mother tongue, got back test paper . Well, failed like duh . Science lesson , poured out my feelings to falysha . And we talked for quite long yeah . Felt better after talking to her la. She understands all my feelings yeah! Thanks Falysha <3 

After school, went makan and training . Training was boring la . Ended @ 4 . Suppos to go home with Alvin but his training started at 4 . Nice lor! So suping's dad send me home .

Thanks Falysha for telling me all those stuffs . What you told me really make sense, i will try not to think of it k!   And thanks Aaiysah for that hug! Its so warmth that make me feel touched . I shouldn't think too much ^^ And of course my laopo la <3 For being my side no matter what .

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Yay! Gonna meet my jie next week after selfstudy one day :D Cannot wait for it la . She want treat me ley!

Ahhhhhhhh! Im missing the chiobu ! T.T  Shes the one whom i can really talk to . I used to tell her all my feelings . Ever since she graduated, i dont get to see her and we havent been in contact.  I really miss her alot! I need someone to talk to right now, which is her . When will she be online (?!)

Morning went to fetch Sandra @ Pioneermall there de bus stop . Than walk to swing played awhile . Sandra went to hong a small boy and a old man ! Hongster la sheeeeee ! :P 

Than met kimkwang and bus to school ^^

Look at Mr yang drawing ! Its meixuan when shes old :O hehz!

Toilet and camwhored as usual :D

NationalLibrary next and saw this loving couple ! hahahahha :X

Okayla. During break before selfstudy went school's library . Than i was so sad la , act crying than Amirul Kimkwang they all come . Ite i laughed and no more fun liaos. But im touched that they actually cared about me (?!)  Selfstudy, someone called our class phone than looking for sandra . She thought is Tingjia at first but the voice sounds like jiajun . I went to 2/8 , they see them ley . After that they call again, i answer and ask sandra faster go see . Than it happens to be them! Funny la they . Than went staircase there talk to kimkwang and amirul . Mr rahim come than ask for me and sandra's name :S  My two kor kept on want take my lovely Domo lor! hahahahha ^^  After selfstudy, went library do project work . Was damn freaking hungry so went down makan . Took back, walked to NationalLibrary to see see .  Third floor and saw kimkwang huining amirul there . Find the novel by Lizzie McGlynn but cannot find . Sianzxc ):  Amirul so cute can! hahahahhahah! Huining gave me a lollipop! :D  HSH around 4plus.

I've decided not to make the move to talk to you anymore . I will just wait for you to talk to me . Cause you doesn't seems to care when you saw me ..

 Eugene and ken (?!?!)

See what see la ! :P

Dont step yi ge tall la !

Looking at P*** ! Chey~

Morning , Mr rachim ask me to stand up . Than i ask him why. So Me and sandra go find him, ask us about art lesson why late . chey! I thought what sial!  Nothing special happen today la . Maths lesson, finally can use exercise book already.  Recess saw Amirul, he so emo can . Ask him what happen he dont wanna say . Somekind of heartpain see him liddat :O  Concern him as a mei than he dont appreciate it .

English did composition , chiong last minute one .  SEL lesson mr attik gave us word scramble and crossword puzzle do . First pair finish can get toberlone . Me and Falysha keep do . Crossword puzzle stuck at question 8 but ite i suddenly thought of the answer. Word scramble stuck at question 5 ?! Than meixuan and suping finish already . Science lesson , Practical.

Formteacher period faster do chinese compo ite hand in to teacher ask her mark me incomplete. Gekpoh to find mummy! Makan macdonalds , treat sandraaaaa :D Gekpoh whole shopping centre aircon break down . LOL! Shop around camwhore at toilet ^^ Got one boy came in girls' toilet without knowing i think . 4plus HSH!

( What happen to you?  You seems to be avoiding me . )

Today Suping called me to chat while i walking to school ^^  First lesson home economics! Need to do the mascot thingy, so did dancer . Thanks Miss Chua for helping me to cut out the part which i dont know how to . K, told Miss Chua that i interested in kelvin than she ask me dont influence her boy! hahahahahah^^ Loud Out Loud can!

Geography teacher never come, than was recess . Went ISH, seeeeee jiajun :P Chey no la ! Alvin so unfriendly one lor . After recess is maths! Went class, so damn boring lor . But today guai seh . Me sandra rachel went sit at the front row listen to Mr johnny :X  Art after that, purposely late go  . Cause mr rahim lesson sian daooooo! Me sandra rashiqah nina punish ourself. we sat outside the art class . I suddenly stand up and mr rahim saw me :O hehe!

Chinese lesson, had CA1 i think . anyhow tikum do lor . Than the Amirul keep talking to me ! Make me cannot finish sial ! Selfstudy after school . Called Di to chat! OMGOMGOMG! His voice really damn damn damn cute laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ^^  But talk to him very pekcek one lor.

Selfstudy over, went jurongpoint with sandra. Popular to buy pens . Than went up to SiewLip to get the cloth thingy for home economics . Precious thots after that!  Craving for a figurine? Its hundred over dollars T.T  Walk around, 4.40 sandra went home . than sister text me ask me meet her for dinner at ljs. So have to wait for her until 5plus . Walk around alone! Went find daddy talk awhile .

Dinner @ LongJohnSilvers, separated with sister. she go meet her boyfriend than pangseh me lor . Met neighbour! Trained home with him than walk home together since stay same floor ma :D  So damn shy can!  Later people thought he my boyfriend :S  Go take key from auntie lily cause forgot bring key today . Careless me!

-Feeling so sad la .  010210' 1857 <3

My face really looks stupid in photos! T.T

K, lessons as usual ^^  Maths lesson Rachel go help Yingyu pin his fringe ! hahahahahah picture above .  Before geography lesson, went toilet. CheeSeong dont know where buay song go throw bottle at me . Aim until my left eye! Walao, sibey pain can or not! Not normal one lor . Later i cannot see how :O  Than my vision abit blur blur one . After geography went toilet change than report to Miss Mok and go find nicole.

At 2/4 there, kor tell me all the best ! hehehehe :X Canteen buy drink than eat watermelon! Go general office , took pictures(:  Bus~ went off to huayi! Small canteeeeeeeen :D  We very friendly lor, go say hello to shuqun . Train, keep cannot serve over ): Darn freaking nervous lor . Saw deon! hahahahha! He told me my pants dropping -.- what a nice joke! After that went up, watch shuqun againist Unity. And shuqun won! When they going off, i waved to shuqun number seven. She very chio lor!

Me suping sandra went down to the canteen, than saw deary ! Hehehehe^^  Sandra saw her bestfriend! OMGOMG, her bestfriend cried when they hugged each other. touching eh! Bukit view damn what lor. So proud -.-

Our match, really seriously damn nervous. First set, me and nurul banged againist each other and we manage to bring the ball over and we won the point! Coool sial ! Not bad not bad! We kept on encouraging each other la . We improved real lot k! Second set, bukit view fouled! Give us point seh . Overall we lost unfortunately . Cannot control our tears .. ):

- I want to say a BIG BIG BIG SORRY to kor ! ):
i scolded him just now ..