Its mummy's birthday today , hah shes old already :x  and she actually forgotten that its her birthday . Lucky me and sister reminded her (: LOL.  

school was fine today . art lesson , i finish painting my crabbies ^^ hehe . shall paint the background nextweek ! though theres no extra marks added . hmm , mother tongue lesson .. slacked in toilet for almost one period . THEN ! sandra asked me to help her take tissue paper . so kind me , helped her ran back to toilet to get . then she shouted my name so frigging loud asking me faster -.-  and falysha from 2/8 classroom can hear , whatthehellz man . haha . after school , ate lunch with enbei at school canteen . maths remedial was cancelled as mrlim finish going through our paper. we watched doreamon while eating ^^ seveneleven to look for falysha and nadhirah afterwards while enbei went home first . back to school library , slacked and talked . we talked alot ! really alot ! our feelings .  anyway , i really envious of nadhirah . haha . how i wish i could be like her ! lol. home at 340 . 

bathed , prepared and then went jp with sister . to get mummy's present :)  shopped around , early dinner at ljs . home alone ~ as sister went for her tuition . 

5days and counting ~  veron , you can do it ! LOL hehe .

Went JurongRegional library yesterday with clique (:   

After schl went home straight , prepared & meet enbei at interchange . subway for our lunch ^^ hehe shared a footlong w enbei. Headed to library first . Trained to je , then we went to buy our chips & drinks. to smuggle in the library. LOL! Found a place and settled down , did maths with enbei . Falysha & Nadhirah join us after awhile , then i lost my concentration already :x  we talk until so loud lo . we keep eating one lo. when librarian come, faster take book cover. toilet to slack , then left at 5plusplus. as nad gotta go home alr. 

Took bus 198 instead of train . because of falysha & nadhirah's sakes ! LOL! Nadhirah went first , while me enbei falysha bused to jp interchange. then separated with falysha first and then enbei . took bus 243G to gekpoh to meet sister at mummy's shop. aunty was there waiting for me :$ heh . reached there , sister came a shortwhile then we left to pioneer mall (:   to meet her boyfriend and friend .  had dinner at koufu , and desserts . and then home . 

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Thought could sleep til noon today , but daddy woke me up before noon ):  prepared , accompany sister to the doctors . then train to jp for lunch . shopped around , and home .

okay . bye .

Hmmphhh hi ^^ LOL .

Went church today . And seriously im so blur lo in the morning =.=  Im supposed to take bus 240 . instead , i walked to the wrong line . and took 172 . and when i know i took the wrong bus , i keep text michelle & panicked like hell . Until she told me to alight first , then i alighted :x  Then i knew i was at westwood secondary already ! Xialahhh , whats wrong with me sia . anyway , its my first experience of taking the wrong bus . haha . Then i went opposite and took the same bus back to jurongpoint to meet michelle . hehe , heng she bus t jp wait for me . Then we cabbed to church ^^ Reached there , thought was late . so went quickly went up lo . but then , theres so many people later than us -.-   Next week must make extra sure i take the correct bus la ! i dont want this to happen anymore T.T  Somemore SOMEONE still can laugh at me lo . tskk !! 

Yesterday went to play candles with ryeongkuu ^^ we're supposed to meet jiaying . but ite she went with her family & friends instead. so i suggest ryeongkuu calling her classmate down to play with us (:  so yanling came to join us . played til 10plusplus , then went home . cause ryeongkuu gotta go home already . 

2moredays .. LOL 

Lalalala ~ Lalalala ~  its boring ! -.-

Rule #1: If you open this you take it.

Rule #2: You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks.

Rule #3: Tag 25 people.

Answer Yes or No

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? Of course :D

Q: Been arrested? Ofcourse not lah ! I so guai only ~

Q: Do you like someone? Maybe yes maybe no .

Q: Held a snake? Nahhh!

Q: Been suspended from school? Nope, too guai ler ^^ LOL

Q: Sang karaoke? Yepp.

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do? Definitely T.T

Q: Laughed until you started crying? Yeah.

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Nahhh .

Q: Kissed in the rain? Nope.

Q: Sang in the shower? Yepp :X

Q: Sat on a roof top? Yepp .

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? ya -.-

Q: Broken a bone? Nope.

Q: Shaved your head? Noway!

Q: Played a prank on someone? like duhhh.

Q: Shot a gun? Nope!

Q: Donated Blood? Nope.

Just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Ryeongkuu

2. You texted? Hafiq.

3. You were in a car with? Michelle'Lesby

4. Went to the movies with? Enbei !

5. Person you went to shop with? i forgotten:/

6. You talked on the phone? Enbei ^^

7. Made you laugh? Mummy

8. You hugged? Ryeongkuu

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY (:

1. Sun or moon? Sun^^

2. Winter or Fall? Winter^^

3. Left or Right? Right^^

4. Sunny or rainy? Rainy^^

5. Where do you live? JurongWest

6. Club or pub? I dont know .

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can always trust and rely on? Yeap, ofcourse!

8. Do you want to get married? Probably. 

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl .

10. What time is it? 5.28pm

11. Are you afraid of commitment? Huhh?

12. What is your greatest hope/wish? Secret :x

13. Do you cook? Yeap.

14. Current mood? Mixed feelings T.T

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? Nope.

2. Sang? Yes.

3. Listened to music? Yes.

4. Danced? Nope.

5. Cried? Nope. 

6. Liked someone you can't? Nope.

FIRSTS

1.Who was your first prom date? Donthavela.

2. Who was your first roommate? My parents of course.

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time? Havent tried yet.

4. What was your first car? Toy car ! LOL !

5. When did you go to your first funeral and viewing? Forgotten:O

6. Who was your first grade teacher? I forgot her name :X

7. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane? Never ride on a plane before -.- 

8. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with? Er, I dont need sneak out one.:P

9. Who was your first Best Friend? NicoleKoh bahh .

10. Who is your best friend? huhh .

11. Where was your first sleepover? JWPS. :3

12. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? I dont call ,  i text .

13. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or groomsman? Siao , havent yet .

14. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning? I open my eyes -.-

15. First tattoo or piercing? I forgot alr .

16. First crush? RTYQ :x

Tag : anyone .

this feelings sucks :/

Firstly, Happy Birthday to RyanWrong ^^ LOL !  

 its sister boyfriend's 23rd birthday i think :D I gave him a small lil cute mr bump keychain , hehe ! 

Pictures with Enbei Falysha Nadhirah Hongyu yesterday :) 

i luv them alot ! including hongyu , though she not my bestfriend . LOL! 

Went lover's house yesterday after school to pei her , and lend her my phone to text her momo .. kind of me ! :$  wasnt feeling well , so i rested at her house (:  did my maths homework too , and helped lover in her maths ! because she too stupid already ! cheyyy fake ! 

i drew this ! haha so kewt only lorrrr :$ LOL!!

 

and i tried drawing this lover's hellokitty tissue. see the big difference!

my darling so old already :X  LOL. hehe. 

im afraid anything might happen to him):  

对不起 enbei ，我又在让你失望了 ):

heh i did this because im bored. LOL !! 

lalalala ~ lalalala ~ i miss you ~  cheyyy . i wonder what is lover doing right now ? how is she now ? Im so worried for her )):  hopefully , everything's fine ..  okehhh , its pretty bored now . what can i do ?  forgotten to bring my science home , so couldnt study anything. Tried doing my literature homework , but my brain's totally blank ! LOL !  anyway , i felt so energetic , because i slept from yesterday night 830 til this afternoon 1230 ! 16hours yknow !!  i know its pig of me , but really . it feels so nice sleeping for so long okay :D  Hmmphhh , i guess i should start studying already . but i kept getting distracted by other stuffs ._. 

meeting ryeongkuu && jiaying to play at garden afterwards at night !! hehehe :D im excited ! LOL ^^  meeting ryeongkuu first at jp to shop for our stuffs . then meet jiaying (:  

Alrights, mummy's out from the bathroom . so its my turn now ^^  Byebye . 

was it a mistake that i did it . or it was just experiences. 

anyway , thanks falysha for supporting me for the decisions i made , and the things i do . 

i dont wanna neglect my friends :/  whats happening to me .  i've changed totally , like .. ever since then .

EEW disgusted .

Hellos people ^^

Hmmph school today was so-so. Slacked for two english periods , miss mok didnt came to teach. Next was maths , mr lim asked us to give him our handphones for maths period . so we can concentrate . put my phone in enbei's bag , hehe ! enbei also didnt give lo . LOL.  Art lesson , drew crabs ! ^^  i drew like shitz only lo . haha. Mothertongue, lin lao shi never come . so mr mak took over her , and his lessons ROCKS! cheyy fake ! History, got back ca paper & i passed ! Like FIRST TIME seyyy . got 16/25 , LOL ! enbei , dont sad la ^^ atleast  your other subjects good mah .  Followed was science lesson, was SIAN like hell ! Mrs Nasser at there keep ask us to solve the question, we all also never answer . lol .

After school , went seven eleven for lunch with enbei falysha nadhirah . back to school afterwards for english oral . okay seriously , while in the holding room , nervous lo . for like nothing -.-  chit chatted with hunney !! ^^  hehe. was the last few of 2/6 to go . i went in read & questions blabla for like 2 to 3 mins only lo. i thought will be long -.-  LOL! canteen to find E F N . slacked til 530 , send falysha home && walked back w enbei and nad . Then decided to meet benjamine . walk to seven eleven to meet him . otw , met kaylee ! walauuuu ehhh , she stalk me for like dontk how long lor ! somemore keep laughing like siao person , make me so paisey only ! :/   met him , walked home w him . BUT ! we went up to yangkai's house , but didnt see him . so went home .


im off to read my book  && watch doreamon :D

It would never happen anyway , why am i always wishing for it.

Stop acting and pretending that nothing happened , when so much things actually happened. 
you could put everything behind , but i cant . you think its easy , because you dont even care. 

I believed in love because of you .

Petrockerters ^^ LOL !

Yeay our medals ^^ 

Pet Rocket (;

Pet Parachute (;

My Partner for the day ! LOL :X

we won the 9th placing for petparachute !

Joelle & Syafiq won the 4th placing for petrocket !

Falysha & Nadhirah wont the 5th placing for petrocket!

Woke up at 545, prepared and left home at 620. Went to fetch enbei , and school ! Met falysha at gate , went seveneleven bought cookies ^^  Nadhirah came to join us too. Then went generaloffice to get the launcher & rockets from Om chan . haha he so cute only lo ! LOL !  Set off to Yio Chu Kang Stadium when Mr Neo reach schl . When we reached there , freaking nervous can see other schl . tsk! Found our place settled down and went for registeration. the queue ! -.-  

Once done with the registeration, went to practice with our rockets (:  and was happy cause it gets in the target. But its just only a practice -.-  didnt have the time to practice for our parachute. Competition finally starts at 9plus isit ? LOL.  Me & Enbei got in for our petparachute , but sadly didnt got in petrocket ):  was DAMN PISSED OFF TOTALLY , with you! seriously, you think its my fault for not lauching properly ?! -.- 

Me & Enbei , Falysha & Nadhirah , Amirul & Syafiq got in the finals for parachute. disappointed as amirul's parachute koyak (spelling) -.-  and we launched another time to fight for our schl with bartley sec. Supposed they won?  whatever.  Overall we won 3rd placing for both rocket & parachute ! ^^  Me & enbei won 9th placing for parachute . joelle & syafiq won 4th placing, Falysha & nadhirah won 5th placing for rocket ! Congrats to those who won ^^ LOL.  contented enough though rocket was a FAILURE. 

Bused back , driver let us down at jurongpoint. Pizzahut next ! Mr neo's treat :D  haha. he ordered 2 large hawaiian & 2 large seafood pizza ! chickenwings && garlic bread too . THANKS FOR THE TREAT ^^  our hardwork are worth it (:  2plus parted with the rest, trained home then (: 

Mummy went malacca , daddy came home today ! Im happy , LOLS :)  Ohyah and ryeongkuu's back ! 

Im off for my dinner . bye . Dont miss me :$ cheyy~

fuckofffrommylifedude

Its the 10th , do you remember ?  but, it doesnt matters much to me actually (:  LOL

Rotting at home today .  Gonna do my art later on , if i could . Seriously i hate art ttm can! 

Anywayz , i slept at 1 yesterday woke up at 3 . MEANS i slept for 14hours ((:  But still im tired. tsk!!

Probably getting a nap later on ^^  or should i go find mummy? & cousin house? 

I cant make a decision , whatthefuckz.  FMLFML seriously . LOL

dont text me when you need me , ignore me when you have her.  whats is with all this . 

and, dont say you need me, because you dont. in fact, you need her. dont you?

I need ryeongkuu !! :'(  

Out with Beibei today ^^  Meet her at her block at 12 . she ah, take her own sweet time only! Bused to jurongpoint , went to get our movie tickets first. LongJohnSilvers for lunch , the person shortchange us lo! Tsk sia ! Arcade next for our neoprints (:  Hahahha, beibei so cute lahhh . Was late for our movie , goldenvillage & in  to the cinema . Me & bei was thinking whether we got go in wrong cinema not lo ._.

Caught Haunted Changi , it wasnt scary at all actually. More of documentary , yeah . Bei keep say she dontwant watch liao dontwant watch liao. Movie ended at 3 , went to shop around. Then decided to go Jurong east library . Train t JE , bought bubbletea ^^  the person gave me pearls when i said i dont want T.T  ate afew then feel like puking , so threw away . Walk to library , found so many books lo!  Not like frontier , cannot find any nice books. Found comics, sat down and read (;   Borrowed two books , and train home with beibei !


This one week holiday is going to end soon, and i realise i havent even started studying! ._.

Alrights, Im off to read my comics online ^^ hehe!!  Beibei introduce me one.


[ boy , its the fourth time you've asked me .. i told you i cant , MEANS i really cant. Dont force everything, theres no happiness. im sorry , that this had to be the decision .  theres reason behind everything , dont try to find out . thankyou ] 

Lover , heres your sweet pictures ^^ cheyyy ~ hahaha !! 

Lastlong with your baby kay (;    i know you will , both of so sweet only always. haha . 

Lets laugh laugh laugh ! -.-

Its the 8th today ); its supposed to be ... tsk ..
tomorrow's the 9th , supposed t be our 6th . LOL what a joke -.-
and its also lover momo's  .. ):  pray hard !!

School today for petrocket . skipped first hour, had breakfast at seveneleven with enbei falysha nad. Attended at 10 , released at 11 due to the rain. Headed to frontier , shared umbrella with enbei. ite , im still wet! -.-  and guess what. Falysha too horny until so go find those hornyhorny book . cheyyy ~   Walked t artpark's busstop w  bei and lysha. Bused t lover's house ^^

She open her door BIGBIG for me liao lor , cannot wait to see me :$ chey fake! chit chat with her , then her parents came home . see her eat her chicken rice only lor ! LOL!  went down to pioneermall, had lunch (:   Her momo came to find us , talktalk outside. Went giant, omg. seriously go out with lover & her boyfriend damn xia suay only la ! -.-  so noisy somemore. Plus BIGBULLIES T.T  lol . Slackslack, then went 619 to find benjamine. wtf, jio me go ball . ite dont fucking talk to me. FINE!  walked home with lover at ard 5 .


No pictures, cause couldnt find my memorycard adapter )):  sorry lover ! Send you next time kay :)

Ohyahhhh, today kiss dao lover thrice wor !! hahahah :$ :P  LOL!



FUCKYOUFUCKUOUFUCKYOUBASTARD -'-

Its a moment of weakness .

Breakfast with mummy @ JurongpointMacdonalds ^^   iluvhertothemax!
After that helped her to open her shop , && stuffs .
Theres petrocket training && maths remedial tmrw ^^  looking forward!
Im so eager to meet my beibei =X  hahahh .

gotta finish my Science hmwk by TODAY ! Can someone motivate me to study?!

Andand, saw a ***** .  she didnt see me, probbaly its because she stare too much until pajiao-.- LOL!

hurr lover ?? heheh . speaking about lover, i miss her though just met her ystd ! haha .

Ryeongkuu's away ):   i miss her !  

and i miss this cute lil guy , =P

ahhhh melt ~  LOLOL . 

Alrights, bye . Im off to have a shower ,  and then call lesby for a chat & SLEEP ^^ 

Impossible situations can become possible miracles.

Ohhhhh sianzxc . Its holiday , and its so going to be effing bored ):  

going back school for petrocket , gotta face him T.T  Maths remedial too^^ LOL.

Trying to patch audition ^^  praying hard nothing goes wrong , please .  

Could we ever become a beautiful miracle ?

" I never knew until that moment, 

                                               what it was like to lose something I never really had. "

aint he cute ?!

haha , sandra admires him alot ! 

Shirley'Deary<3

Shirley ; Lover ; Me ; Chuanying

 Im bored ): 

Hey hello . get well soon kay ?  pains me to see you like this. im saying this, because i still care for you..  aint much . (:  Just takecare of yourself will you?

I realise . I realise that there are so many guys out there caring for me . they were there to listen to me , there for me to dry my tears.  but yet,  i still choose you ..