I don’t want to ever look back ,
I tell myself over and over again, but I can’t do that ..
why do i have to meet you , when i didnt want to . stop appearing in front of me , because i do not know how to greet you , and you dont smile back looking at me . I need to fight this off , no matter how hard i try to tell myself , its so hard because the thoughts of you kept roaming in my mind .
oh fuck fuck fuck fuck nbccb -'-