Im getting so vulgar ): Howhowhow. LOLZ. I hope i get skin cancer one day & die. -.-
Hehe i did catwalk ! Turn your heads & see me ! :P how sexy i am. (FAKE)
Today, i finally thought through. I went t schl happily , met enbei . Then Meet lover & went to her class there meet Pinkiat. Sat in her class talktalk awhile , went for morning assembly. Lessons went on as usual. Miss ang kept making me laugh really. but, tsk . last period, sat down with suping sandra jade & we chatted about guys! Then rachel & amelia joined us. Rachel can easily forget her ex one lor. How i wish i can be like her T.T
After schl had interhouse! okeh. the bball guys took suping's volleyball & they played soccer with it! Wtf please -.- how heartpain it was that suping's ball got kicked by them -.- " your lanjiao is only this long -.- " okay hilarious lah . Omgoshh, i ran to the toilet to shit twice during vb T.T My stomach feels horrible. Sat down with xinhui & shared with her my story.. okay . Everything ended at 530, jurongpoint with suping sandra joanna peiyu . they went t get their movietickets. Joanna and peiyu went off first, so me suping sandra went macdonalds for dinner ^^ was super duper uber hungry, but then i ate a little & im so full T.T Sandra wanted to shit so desperatly, so went toilet with her. she text me and suping while she was shitting! Trained home alone @ 7plusplus. >;
Sighh. People telling me that i will find someone better than him. but i promise im not going to get into relationshop anymore. Im having a big phobia for guys . im not going to trust them anymore ): whenever i trusted them, they hurt me deeply. I have already lost interest in guys. It took me 1years plus to overcome my phobia. Then you came, & enetered my life. I fell in love with you, i trusted you. i thought i will be happy being with you. But ended up, You broken my heart into million pieces. i really hate myself for being so stupid ): hatred! If i knew this would gonna happen, i wouldnt have accepted it when you asked. I would chose to love you & staying single. & being bestfriends forever. Cant we just go back to how we were like last time ? ); Tell me, tell me that we can. I will definetly cheer up. Everytime i received a message from you, im happy. im contented. even though its hurtful. but the saddest thing is, .. i dont feel like mentioning it. I felt like i have fallen in love with you all over again. why wont you text me , & tell me that we can. please ):
