I will SMILE =) Cause im accepting the fact (:

Mwhahaha!! Currently posting in dnt class using pingping's phone^^ boreeddd to the extreme max can! T.T gonna skip dance later on for volleyball training(: so guai right?! Hehehe. Tsk, morning wore Baku kebaya, ji paisley yi xia :$ cheyyyyyy~. I'm so hungry now! -.- alrights, not use to type using iPhone . Shall update more tonight if I can online.


( Everything was fated. If it's mine, it's mine. If it's not mine, I should let go. ' believe that everything happens for a reason, and do not give in to fate. '. I will accept the reality and stay strong. Because I believe everything I decide, its worth it. I shall not regret, because i know what its meant to be, its meant to be. and i know atleast you still care for me, & i still care for you. " if you love someone, let him go, & find his happiness. "  Yes, i hope you will find your true happiness ^^  As long as you're happy, im happy too (:  I will SMILE , even though i cannot let go, and i cannot forget US.  But i will keep everything as memories. I will not hate you, cause i believe you're the one i love, & it will never change. )




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 After school, wanted t go for training. But lover skipping her dance, so i pei her (:  i know im very good to her (:  Went to find pinkiat, then jurongpoint. Accompany go find his ring! Hahaha, we in the shop so long lo!  kkz, then we walk back to schl . cause lover wants to find her baby. Ite, her baby wasnt in schl . haiyo! So slacked at canteen , talktalk. home at around 5plus .  Then meet Ryeongkuu! Ahhhhhh like finally we met after weeks!  LOLZ :)  She pei me makan dinner at coffee shop , haha and she lend me money too . Cause i was broke! T.T  Swing t play awhile & home. hahah finally we can have a good talk lor.  I had alot to tell her , when she was sick ._.  She very bad lor, fall sick when i needed her so badly :'(    


Had fun today ^^ especially with lover! Shes so hyper today, i dontknow why ! & she made me hyper too. hahahaha :)  






( tsk . im such a failure . i couldnt cope well in everything ):  studies, family, relationships & friendships. ):   such a sudden, i cannot cope. i realise i've been neglecting my friends. i've been pangseh-ing them for other friends. but i didnt want it . everyone's my friend. i wont pangseh anyone. but to you, it may seems that im pangseh-ing you. i talked to you, but you ignored me. i apologize to you that i didnt went with you,  you told me you wasnt angry. but everything you do, i can see you're angry with me. why wont you tell me , if i did something wrong. I dont want any quarrels between us. cause i dont wanna lose any friends. ) 






Goshhh, i really hate myself alot T.T  i didnt knew i would be like this. i dont know what happened to me. i felt that i've changed.