VeronicaSanchellez ; Luvvnine
I love my clique, my family & bobby , doreamon and him !
C's , 6thJuly2010'1110am ♥♥

" I want to be 9th's .. "

Saturday, July 17, 2010

I faked a smile so that he wont see.

Shall post for the second time.  Im way too bored T.T

Sighh .  Falysha said this song suits me . it totally describes how i feels );

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, I'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears I'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed?
'cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe 'cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I should've never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart

How did I get here with you, I'll never know?
I never meant to let it get so, personal
And after all I tried to do, to stay away from loving you
I'm broken heart and I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm, in this condition
And I've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life... 



I screwed up totally . i dont know what to do.  >; i feel so hopeless & useless . 
You told me not to be sad. Must be a happy girl. I merely replied ' i will try k (: ' , I didnt want to put up ' ): ' so instead i put a smiley face.  If its that easy to be a happy girl, tears wouldnt fill my eyes whenever i miss you.  teach my how to not miss you. miss those memories.. Im alone to face all this. no one could help me. 


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My ryeongkuu is sick for 6days! 6DAYS yknow! Mind you!   Almost one week T.T  She didnt text or call me for this 6days. I miss her real much ):  I've alot to tell her.  So Ryeongkuu must recover soon lehh!! Im waiting for you , to tell you everything.  GET WELL SOON BABY ^^  muacks back t you :P  <3