2 days without you ~ 

Currently at jamie's house posting.
Frontier to return book w her, then jp to makan.
Dessert for lunch! as i dont have appetite for any other stuff.
Then landed here to slack as im bored and tired of everything ):
Can this holiday really be a break for me, or for everything?

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I know it hurt you and It hurt me too.
But now that you are gone, All I know is I miss you.

You were there for so long, I never thought you would leave.
The day you left, Was the saddest of my life
I might be selfish, But I wish you were still here.

I know you loved me, I still love you too. 
I know you cared for me, i still care for you too.
So Im trying to be good, Just for you.
I know Im not perfect, I never will be.

You had to let go, Even though you were holding on for so long.
But theres not a day I dont think of you, And how you were so strong.
You never complained, Or said why me?
You just knew, That thats the way it was meant to be.

So I just want to tell you. Im still crying, cause i miss you.
I cannot accept the reality that you're gone.. 


boy, i still love you..