Out with Mummy Ryeongkuu & her parents ^^  To IMM!  12plus, ryeongkuu's daddy drove us to imm. Reached there, couldnt find a parking lot ):  The whole carpark was FULL !! So dropped us down first, & we went to walk ard :)  Went in one shop selling those crystal thingy ? then ryeongkuu's mummy went t do the fortune telling. haha. So me & ryeongkuu went t walkwalk.  Met ryeongkuu's daddy , Went to phone shops to look for ryeongkuu's phone :)  then SUBWAY for lunchy ^^  Okeh, i know im getting fatter & fatter day by day! Eating fastfood almost everyday :P  Continue t shop around, Giant t look for our mummys. LOL!  OMG, met lesby w her family in giant yknow ?! how small the world is wor ! Chey ~   Afterwards, went t jalan bahar de dontknow what garden . Wanted t buy one plant & plant it myself :) but ite, never ! :P  car , to wait for them. Hmmph , home @ 4plusplus.  Home and rest while. Meet ryeongkuu again , went to slack :)  Then met her parents & makan @ coffee shop ! Okay , Today's weather made me SWEAT LIKE A DOG -.-  A dog barks, a bark is on the tree, tree is nature, nature is wonderful ~  LAUGH! Russell taught me this -.-  

Sianz my Russell' darlingdidiBAYBEH staying at Marina Bay Sands tonight ! ^^ Gosh, how cool ?! he kept telling me his room was freaking NICE. Making me jealous ): hahaha. He went for swimming, hope he doesnt drowns lah :P cause his height .. :P OOPS.  Haha i luv my darlingdidi ttm lah <3  0808101620<3

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I LOVE MY DEAREST LOVER ' LIJUN ^^ <3

to my dearest veronica`lover !

i know , its my 2nd time dedicating post to you . you better be touch and cry like nobody's business ok ! cheyy ~ fake (: hey , lover . you know i love you alot anot ?! cheyy ~ :$ ok , i read your blog . dont get upset over him already . if he dont want you , nvm .. cause lijun wants you (: if its yours , its yours . if you two were meant to be tgt , trust me , he will come back to you . if you wanted to let go already , remember this . lijun is here with you , you arent alone (: noone says its gonna be easy , but nobody says its impossible . like what ahhock says : " release yourself from this unwanted memories . " now , your holding on alone , it really make no difference . ite , you will be tired . your friends are with you . sky aint falling , earth continue rotating & time dont stop for anyone . without him , life still goes on . without him , you will still survive because you have us by your side . if you need me , text me . i will be 24/7 there for you . trust yourself , you will succeed no matter how difficult it is . take it as a break from relationship , there is still so many better guys out there . lijun can be your sub also ! :$ smile girl , since i could already let go , you can do it too . andand , lijun love you ok ! :D

Gosh! Seriously, im so touched like nobody's business can!  Immediately after i read lover's dedication to me, tears flowed down )':  Lover, thanks for your dedication! Thanks for everything you said, & told me. And of course for everything you did for me :$  YEAH! If its mine, its mine :)  Nothing's impossible , letting go takes time, and its hard. but i know i have a bunch of great friends standing by me , here with me to go through thick & thin together ^^  Without the guys, we will still continue living our lives to the fullest.  We shall prove them wrong for leaving us !  Im glad that you smiled ^^  & continue smiling okayz :) Veronica's here for LIJUN toooo <3  ILOVEYOUTOTHEMAXIMUM <3 ^^ 

i luv him ♥

Hellos. Woke up early for catheism today(: Combine class , and did presentation. Vanessa ask me write my reflection, blind totally blank! LOL! Russell help me write I've learn nothing-.- Kept tell Vanessa idw present today, lesby wei le help me jiu keep shoot her. Thanks<3  But ite, still gotta present -.-  So read the slides, pretty good lah .But, didnt read the reflection :P Russell go sabo me -.- but luckily delphine didnt heard lo. Whole class sat behind with the guys. & i did a SURVEY :P   seriously, cannot tahan the guys sia. kept burst out laughing. Especially jervois sebastian & russell all hornybastards ! -.-

Jurongpoint next with lesby for breakfast. Had subway footlong ^^ omg yummy! LOL:) Shopped around , home @ 12plus. Just in time to send daddy off :)  thanks daddy for what you did for me ! Appreciated it <3


SianMAX!  Russell have his hockey training. Cannot pei wo text ):  


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Why am i waiting for someone when he doesnt even care. & claims that he still care.  It just seems like its all one sided love. ): Waiting for something which will not happen, thinking miracles will happen, its kinda stubborn & silly. I gotta let go, and stop wasting my time to wait for him.  but i just dont know how to .. ): 

NationalDay celebration yesterday :)   Met Sandra and co. @ 6 . Went in schl tgt(:   Helped out for charitybazaar, so did not went hall for the performances. but went up t watch the malaydance & chinesedance . charitybazaar started, helped out at the food stall . our games stall like so pathetic only -.- After everything ended,  pei lover at her class (:  then andy sat down w us help her think of a solution. And, i accidentally dropped his mp3. ooops. :P  Jp to meet mummy for lunch. Ryeongkuu & Vivian joined us.  Home @ 3plus. 

Probably, i've decided.  tsk ..

2more days, and its NATIONALDAY -.-  which is.. 

gottogo!  Mama godma& cousins here :)  

lastly , lover SMILE because it happened :)   if its meant to be, its meant to be (: 

Hoho at ryeongkuu's house updating.  im so fucking tired T.T
Today, school was FUCKING tired -.-

school early to meet lover , pei her do her hmwk . then lessons as usual ~  after schl , selfstudy comp lab for MTV . then pet rocket.  Yeay LAUNCHY ^^ iluviluv LOL :)  But todays total failure ):  hur enbei?!  kk., 4 went to help out for charity bazaar.  besties went home first. then stayed longer with sandra and co. we were the last to leave the schl lor! Tomorrow meeting them @ jp @ 530 !  Ohya, and thanks yaojie alot for helping me carry the drinks up ^^  so touch sia :P   Bused home w peiyu :) 

Meeting peiyu @ pioneer mrt & jp tgt ! hahaha . gotta sleep early & wake up early !! :D 


( seriously . dont you think its obvious what you're doing ? -.-  i dont know for  what reasons you wanna do this. but , tsk .. leaving me out , really . what plans you have. ): )



4 more days :'(

Library w ryeongkuu ystd :)

Cat class w Michelle :)  Pon class due to projectpresentation -.-  Got someone sabo us , but heh., cook up stupid reasons & teacherchandra believed us. i felt so bad ): haha.  Jurongpoint for breakfast, shopped around. Arcade & played. The game scared the hell wits out of me -.- wth. haha.  Met mummy , and home ! ^^

I felt like giving up . whats the point of waiting for you when you wont change your mind -.-  :'(  tsk ..